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18 April 2009 @ 10:31 pm
19 March 2009 @ 01:38 pm
i guess i've found myself..
venting everything on my doodles.. [so there goes my notebook, my notes etc]
& my diet.
till then. hopefully i'll get better during the holidays.
you think i want to be like that? i dont. :C
she's feeling -: feeling terrible.
13 March 2009 @ 05:30 pm
i slept on the train heading back home.
& i suddenly twitched and kicked the person standing infront of me.
& i suddenly twitched and kicked the person standing infront of me.
06 March 2009 @ 11:11 pm
28 February 2009 @ 10:23 pm
i've been mad recently.
if you'd been one of the passersby who saw me,
walking on the streets of tampines, waiting at the platform, taking the train,
sniffing so bad and choking on my tears every moment, staring at anything's on the floor,
not wanting to meet anybody's eye, afraid to see them looking at me, thinking im probably mad.
i guess you'll probably have the same face expression as them.
it's not the first time my tears had been flowing so badly in public alone, eyes so swollen,
choking on every thoughts i've had in mind,.
these days were really so bad.
2009 isnt a fine one. for me.
& seriously, i need a break from everything and just relax and calm myself down.
please..
i really need it.
time doesnt stop. not at any moment.
& for this week.. i've not been sleeping for nights..
if you'd been one of the passersby who saw me,
walking on the streets of tampines, waiting at the platform, taking the train,
sniffing so bad and choking on my tears every moment, staring at anything's on the floor,
not wanting to meet anybody's eye, afraid to see them looking at me, thinking im probably mad.
i guess you'll probably have the same face expression as them.
it's not the first time my tears had been flowing so badly in public alone, eyes so swollen,
choking on every thoughts i've had in mind,.
these days were really so bad.
2009 isnt a fine one. for me.
& seriously, i need a break from everything and just relax and calm myself down.
please..
i really need it.
time doesnt stop. not at any moment.
& for this week.. i've not been sleeping for nights..
20 February 2009 @ 09:51 pm
one day, when i'm at the edge.
i'll hug the precious ones.
and confess everything.
everything.
i'll hug the precious ones.
and confess everything.
everything.
11 February 2009 @ 10:58 pm
weird, but somehow, i might be moving back to blogspot.
and i dont know why. aha.
and i dont know why. aha.
04 February 2009 @ 11:07 pm
27 January 2009 @ 03:27 pm
it was totally random, and i dont know what i was drawing.
she dares not wish about such wonderful things anymore..
she has totally screwed herself..
i guess that was her last goodbye.
22 January 2009 @ 10:14 am
more next time.
thanks for your camera, isabella. (:
i really really appreciated everything that you offered.
love you big big time. <3
P.S. It's quite amazing that someone is willing to lend his/her camera to a friend for days.
& if so, that friend of yours is really the best ever. [that's for me]
Think about it, if it's you, would you? ha ha! (:
17 January 2009 @ 02:00 pm
i cant stop it.
..meditation.
..meditation.
forgive me.
anyway, there's something that i have to post here;
be sure to check this out; or maybe you've already seen it.
but anyway..
http://www.chrisjordan.com/current_set2.p
[it's amazing to the extent of threatening; to me that is.. =/
but his works are really superb.
3/4 of the time viewing, my eyes and mouth were wide open.
go see go see.]
be sure to check this out; or maybe you've already seen it.
but anyway..
http://www.chrisjordan.com/current_set2.p
[it's amazing to the extent of threatening; to me that is.. =/
but his works are really superb.
3/4 of the time viewing, my eyes and mouth were wide open.
go see go see.]
13 January 2009 @ 01:16 pm
it was you and me against the world.
ok, back to schoolwork.
inspirations, please..
please come to me.
ok, back to schoolwork.
inspirations, please..
please come to me.
10 January 2009 @ 03:45 pm
distressed01 January 2009 @ 11:41 am
the end.
& now we're all back to the start.
good or bad.
i dont know.
but, somehow, i guess the time's up.
almost..
& now we're all back to the start.
good or bad.
i dont know.
but, somehow, i guess the time's up.
almost..
she's feeling -: 
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blank15 December 2008 @ 09:52 pm
sorry for some,
i can only get outta my house during christmas.
have to babysit due to some family problems.
sorry.. ):
i can only get outta my house during christmas.
have to babysit due to some family problems.
sorry.. ):
13 December 2008 @ 10:19 pm
.enola emit emos evah ot em wolla ,esaelp
..siht rof flesym evigrof t'nac i esuac ,yrros
.baher
..siht rof flesym evigrof t'nac i esuac ,yrros
.baher
she's feeling -: 
crazy
crazy09 December 2008 @ 11:54 pm
sometimes, it just warms my heart when people do get concerned about me.
even if they're just entertaining me cause they've got nothing to do, but at least they've noticed.
really appreciated though. thanks guys.
ok, back to work.
even if they're just entertaining me cause they've got nothing to do, but at least they've noticed.
really appreciated though. thanks guys.
ok, back to work.
29 November 2008 @ 05:35 pm
seriously.. tired.
i can sleep and sleep and sleep.
sleep on the bus.
sleep while standing in the mrt.
sleep on the way back.
and most of the mornings, i always ended up getting moody.
especially when i head in to class.
sorry lilin grace and qinyi if i give you girls attitude.
but sometimes, i really tried my best to calm down and whatsoever,
but it seems that you girls can still spot the difference uh.
hugs.
appreciated.
sad and sorry to say,
i took it all negatively.
teases, insults, laughters, comments and everything else.
it's really difficult to believe anymore.
especially when i know it myself.
but dont worry, i'm fine, it's just that maybe i need some time.
struggling.. still.
i can sleep and sleep and sleep.
sleep on the bus.
sleep while standing in the mrt.
sleep on the way back.
and most of the mornings, i always ended up getting moody.
especially when i head in to class.
sorry lilin grace and qinyi if i give you girls attitude.
but sometimes, i really tried my best to calm down and whatsoever,
but it seems that you girls can still spot the difference uh.
hugs.
appreciated.
sad and sorry to say,
i took it all negatively.
teases, insults, laughters, comments and everything else.
it's really difficult to believe anymore.
especially when i know it myself.
but dont worry, i'm fine, it's just that maybe i need some time.
struggling.. still.
22 November 2008 @ 12:44 pm
and mind you.
this is a LUCKY entry.
hello (:
( lucky lucky me. )
so.. love you lucky! :D
this is a LUCKY entry.
hello (:
( lucky lucky me. )
having a slight flu now ):
this should be a lucky post.so.. love you lucky! :D
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