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25 March 2009 @ 11:12 am
after tomorrow..

19 March 2009 @ 01:38 pm

i guess i've found myself..
venting everything on my doodles.. [so there goes my notebook, my notes etc]
& my diet.

till then. hopefully i'll get better during the holidays.
you think i want to be like that? i dont. :C

she's feeling -: feeling terrible.
13 March 2009 @ 05:30 pm
i slept on the train heading back home.
& i suddenly twitched and kicked the person standing infront of me.
06 March 2009 @ 11:11 pm
dont judge or assume, please.

ew. ugly plus fat plus ugly plus fat plus.. eww.

28 February 2009 @ 10:23 pm
i've been mad recently.
if you'd been one of the passersby who saw me,
walking on the streets of tampines, waiting at the platform, taking the train,
sniffing so bad and choking on my tears every moment, staring at anything's on the floor,
not wanting to meet anybody's eye, afraid to see them looking at me, thinking im probably mad.

i guess you'll probably have the same face expression as them.

it's not the first time my tears had been flowing so badly in public alone, eyes so swollen,
choking on every thoughts i've had in mind,.
these days were really so bad.

2009 isnt a fine one. for me.
& seriously, i need a break from everything and just relax and calm myself down.
i really need it.
time doesnt stop. not at any moment.
& for this week.. i've not been sleeping for nights..

20 February 2009 @ 09:51 pm
one day, when i'm at the edge.
i'll hug the precious ones.
and confess everything.
11 February 2009 @ 10:58 pm
weird, but somehow, i might be moving back to blogspot.
and i dont know why. aha.
04 February 2009 @ 11:07 pm

I love you, dad.
I love you, mum.
I love you, bro.
I love you, sis.
27 January 2009 @ 03:27 pm

it was totally random, and i dont know what i was drawing.

she dares not wish about such wonderful things anymore..
she has totally screwed herself..
i guess that was her last goodbye.